friends/trust/forgiveness

Friends Trust and Forgiveness.. Now there is a triple threat.

Ever have a best friend who you tell everything to? Perhaps that is a stupid question but whats the harm in asking. Well i had a best friend once and her name was Bee. We would tell eachother everything because best friends can always talk with eachother and KNOW it will stay between them. Well we had this other friend in common kc she was really nice i loved her very much and could talk with her about certain things but not alot of things and so i would run to bee and tell her everything and not kc cuz well i just didnt want to it wasnt somthing i wanted to talk about if i did then id tell kc later, if i needed to. So one day i found out that Bee told kc about this problem i was having and kc had confronted me. I became kinda shocked but then not so much. I realized that i was not going to be able to tell bee anything becuase kc would know and i didnt feel kc needed to know. But it happened and i could do nothing about it bee continued to tell kc stuff id say and never once did i tell her i didnt like it because well she should know better and i did she would tell kc that i didnt like her knowing things. Make a long story short KC , bee and i are still dear friends theyre just not my best friends now i have others like Jayme, Matthew C. , and my cousin Casey.


The reason for the story is to help those of you out that have recently talked with me about similar things. Now a days your not sure who you can trust. If you tell your bestfriends now all about the stuff in your life will it back fire later if something were to happen between yall? How do you know if your saying to much or not enough? Who do you tell if you cant trust anyone?
I tell God. I may not be perfect and i may not have been the best of friend to have but now things have changed and looking up for the better. I've had people question or mumble amoungst themselves their opinions of me but none of it matters all that matters is what God thinks of me and how i live. No one person is better than any other person, we are equal we have all screwed up in our own ways. All we can do is hope that the people we hurt can forgive us.

Call up your best friend or send them an email and let them know your sorry. Maybe you dont talk anymore hopefully they know your sorry and have forgiven you. Friends are easy to make but sometimes hard to keep.